I'm honestly petrified I'm growing another heart right inside my under tummy And it will beat and it will breathe until I **** it off and you will never look at me again not as if you already do.. And quite frankly you can ignore me as much as you please but never forget how i made you *** and moan as you moved inside me freely And maybe it is my fault I didm't tell you you couldn't or i trusted you enough to respect me But in the end it didn't matter because I just felt special that would **** me again sober and your sweet words soothed my soul and you swooned me on top and as you told me I was pretty I smiled and felt confident because then we were one now we are strangers.. So should I think of baby names or save up for ******? You left me alone to make this choice for myself so you better get down on your ***** knees and press your tainted hands to the sky as you ******* pray that blood rushes down soon because I can't do this by myself And you are lucky I am too timid to speak up and bring this to your attention because I know you are ashamed you ****** me. Don't feel bad I would look away too.