The beginning of the end. Raindrops stoke the fire. Two drops. Earthquake rumbles out in silent tremors. I begin to forget why I’m even here. No renaissance man ever went fishing alone before dusk or after dawn. How else would a tree know if his roots had overgrown? Gathered around a bonfire drinking up each other’s thoughts. Horses neigh from the barn, so thirsty. Some flames do change and trick us; Stallions ranging the prairie, all ablaze. Fall can make green into orangey-reds or subtle arrangements of browns and grays. Crisp and so dead, yet with the color of fire too. And how about that ridge above the tree-line. Trees all burnt down some forty fires ago, but you can still see the line. Two trees standing next to one another. Moon grows. Stained glass done how the Aztecs would’ve done it. Clothes made off like a silk worm’s constricting cocoon. Moths gathered around the source, clamoring for candlelight. A single leaf lazily dropping in the dead heat of a summer night frenzied me, got me all pensive from midnight to high noon wondering what Autumn could possibly bring if I just sit here on this boulder until the first inch of snow. Woodpecker knocks on wood, superstitious. Fall borrows life, lending it to Spring. Fishing at night, catch then release.
He does empty out some forests, he does freeze the night lakes over, he makes deaths out to be gold and outrageously gorgeous affairs. Non-morbid is the circling of life. Birds sent southward in the thousands at his say, Leaving him to prepare to sap life from the trees– Newly lifeless elder trees. Always borrowing. Always borrowing. I will sit on this stone and watch the ditch flow. Memories are the thickest: Two slices of provolone, ham and Dijon mustard on Dakota wheat bread. Walking along his fence browsing left to right, north to south like reading a book or scanning through paintings in a museum. Knots in wood fences are the same. He takes a bite, offers me one. It is Autumn and the trees are turning. Freshly dewed yearning still beguiles me today. Crisp and so dead. Fall does change and trick us. With his eyes green as ivy clinging to brick. Brown in fading shades making curls on the leaves. Burning newspaper. Trees have set this city on fire. Breath is now seen in the air. Signal fires light as Winter makes her way in. I have only one question for Fall.