He caused me a great deal of pain,
like no one else has before.
I loved you,
i really did.
I dont care if you believe me or not.
because its the truth
But you did me wrong,
and it's not something i can just forget about,
my mind won't let me.
i smell you sometimes,
and when i do, i have racing thoughts.
not good ones wither.
People called them all lies, and me one.
But only you and i know the truth.
AS i have your scent in my mind.
as i do right now....
i hate to say,
when i smell your axe or body scent.
I need to cover up my nose,freak out, but sometimes want you.
People said it was ok to miss you,
for we had a relationship,
but you hurt me.....
Mentally & physically.