I cowered early. my mother received one leaf per nakedness. in my youth, I was touched into being a mold of the unborn. I was said to be overheard and I was said to be with mother. I was spotted by a spoonful of milk being fought over by those I slipped from to watch tv in the smallest museum of childcare. when I am most alone I count backward for my newest boy and for god’s limited son. soon is a heaven of affordable pills. comfort is knowing all my boys have eaten late. yesterday gives birth to a pecking order.