Through this window there is light. I cupped it in my hands, careful to keep my fingers from opening. I dropped it into that old soda bottle I kept around, for reasons you never understood. I hide it under my bed, wrapped in a scarf I had left over from that cold winter. Itβll be my sunshine. Mine and mine alone. Of course, if you whisper the right ***** jokes, throw the right smile, kiss me under the stars until I feel like that boy with his soda bottle of sun rays again, if you will do these things for me: I will fish under my bed, unravel the scarf, unscrew that lid and finally, after all these years, I will watch the sunlight dance around this room with you.