""Was a flake, not much thought on intake, other than indulgence"" ""Is not a flake, always thinking about intake, self-indulgent""
~~I know nothing about you, yet sometimes I let my ego blind me into actually believing I hate you~~ ~~I have never met you, yet sometimes I convince my ego that you'd be better off alive than me, because sometimes I can't help but to hate you~~ ~~You don't deserve that~~ ~~I'm not above you, you are above me for me ever thinking any different~~
!!I don't deserve you!! !!You make me feel like I'm going ******* insane!! !!I can't stop thinking about it - I can't let myself win, or at least it seems that way. More out of compulsion than anything else, most unconscious and least beneficial, but most appealing some how... humans are ******* stupid!!
;;I am, am I;; ;;You are, are you;; ;;I am, are we?;; ;;We aren't as I am, we are as we are;; ;;I want nothing to want, I have everything;; ;;Maybe soon I'll be brave enough to be set free;;
If I am to lose, I will have won. If I win, I'm only going to lose.