Last night I sat with you in a dimly lit room
As we talk i went from a school girls crush to love
Sitting in this room
Our chairs come close together
This light slowly brightens
And I finally feel this real true love
For once it is your hand that reaches out
As I take it you pull me close in a warm embrace
So comforting
You tell me secrets
You tell me your flaws
You pour out your heart
And slowly I do the same
Putting my heart on the line as you softly mutter
"I think I'm in love with you"
I  spill out these words back to you
And just as it all fall perfectly into place
I am ripped from you to the other side of the room
You fall hard to the floor unmoving
I try to run to you yet I cannot
As the worst of my panic sets in
An alarm goes off
And I am awake
I look to the clock to see its only four in the morning
And all I want to do is see if your okay
But I don't dare
Instead I take my bottle from under my bed
And drown my emotions in this numbing poision