i would rather be broken heart-ed
and watching you with someone else
than lose this friendship.
and it's disheartening
because i know you'll never like me back, my dear.
time and time again
i think that i'll never be with you
because it's such a surreal concept
and you're just a dream,
such a far off dream,
and i just need someone
and i usually only want you.

|m.s.