i **** at deflecting blows
they find me with my mouth open
and feast in a flurry of hurt.
always not primed to react
mind blanks out when provoked
especially when you smile
blind me with lust and loving
before you gouge my heart.
logic gone berserk
when we cuddle one moment
then recoil from the proverbial **** a second later.
a word left hanging, a sigh in a wrong place, a curse out of context
then just like that
i am ****** again.
hell, i do not even know where that came from!
i **** at ressisting your tears
or stopping mine
and then, as we bask in a moment of bliss,
we do this all over again
just to mess up a sunny day in winter
in the name of love.
you run to hide, and i chase you down
so you could **** me up again,
inevitably,
as surely as i said earlier
that i **** at this.