I feel like im dying in the inside and no one can hear me .I scream I shout I plead for help but it's like I'm stuck in a endless sea. All I want is to be heard by my mom. To be kissed by that special someone. To be loved by my father and to be remembered by my sisters. I try to not to think about it I try to smile I even laugh all the time to keep me and them going but it only last a little while before it comes back. All I know is I HAVE to keep going and I HAVE to be strong especially for the people I love