Sometimes I remember
I think about what it was like
To be afraid
To mock him
But only to hide from myself
My own fear
And i look at them all
And I worry
What if they end up like him
What if I choose wrong
So I better not choose at all
Am I the one
Should I get help
I can't look past
The possibilities
And when I think back
To when I had hope
I remember
Cutting off the love
Because for a second
I saw a similarity
And I was afraid
Of returning to the past