the skin toughens with every bruise the top layer sheds the next one steps forward for another beating. pretty soon numbness sets in. its called learning. it takes a little getting used to, some time and tough luck a little bit of twisted logic a shrug, and a stubborn capacity to endure. like onion being peeled, the tears well up when the dried layer comes off. so... you beat me up, and i take it. if you smile past your raging fits, i learn. we move along. nice and dandy. just do not give up on me. one day, i will be reasonably numb. and then we will comfortably beat each other to a blissful stupor. so lemme have it if you feel like it, love. i am an eager learning ******. just hold me tight whenever you pounce on me and let me know when it is over.