You won't understand unless you have my mind But no you'll never find A mind like mine Cause im special don't forget the ed Don't understand a word you said I feel like I'm dead Becoming a ghost I need the dope To provide me the hope That this loneliness will pass Effects me in the world and in class Know what I mean fam? Man Created Carson to be a different race But I'm still Nathan I can see it in my face Don't wanna go back Never liked the drugs or any of that And that's a fact I don't really know where to go Everyone is now fake and acting like hoes My thoughts has changed in a way you'd never know Wanna go to the army and serve my nation **** the drugs needa stop blazin Find another way to create my imagination Understand my lie? **** nethier do I Don't talk to me ****** if you dont get why.