Have you ever just wanted to cry so badly, but you can't? Like, stuff that usually would bring a tear to your eye, just doesn't anymore. But you're not invincible to all of it. You just save it. Stick it in that file cabinet with all the other **** in it in the back of your head. Until one day, it's like something happens and all the people in the office inside your brain just pick up handfuls of files and toss them in the air. And you stand there and watch as all of that paper just sinks to the floor. But eventually you have to clean up the mess and throw it away, and all is okay; and then your file cabinet is empty. Until it starts to get full again..