Some nights I miss you more than others
tonight you are like the torrential downpour that is falling outside my window
your water droplets fill my eyes as I am overwhelmed by the power of your memory
pushing me down down down

You are an eternal damp cold that chills me to the bone and will not go away to matter how far I burry myself in my blankets

Tonight missing you comes and goes

when it is here it arrives without warning
and I am flooded with loss and a yearning for what we once had

Then at of nowhere it stops as suddenly as it started

and I am faced with the calm after the storm
damage all around me but I still manage to love the way it smells after the rain,
I always did