Submit your work, meet writers and drop the ads. Become a member
Jan 2011
Member that time,
When I was a kid again,
******* trash again,
Now world spinning away.
Scott Mescudi all around me.
**** I’m living in my dreams
Fantasies haunting me.
Right hands not enough
Too much for me,
No bluff,
Smoking a few pufss
And it all goes away
Spinning elegantly.
Foretelling misspellings
No hope for humanity.
No where else but me.
All you ******* eat my meat.
I go wolf now,
Lone.

And no one’s waiting for
Me back home.
I’m a stranger
In stranger and stranger skin
I guess its not for me
This luck this love
Others posses but never share
My words ain’t rhyming
But if you listen
You’ll hear its rhythm
Mo ***** you know what I talk
About when I say
Smoked a *** for dinna
In this home free living.
Do you follow me huh?
Do you see?

I’m free now.
Long dead
In peace
Fool I’m still beating
My heart its calling me and I ain’t
Listening
I’m not here anymore
I’m free
Teeth to this
Planet
Like child on teats
I live in the universe
No god I see
Believe
What you know to be.
Where is you’re god now?
Where has he gone?
We are all alone.
All
Alone.

That’s why when I hold her in my arms
When the nights dream
I can open my eyes,
And I can finally see
Life is like a mirage
And love its obscuring
You take off you’re glasses
You can finally see
I fail to smile
No one ever cared
No one ever here.

I’m destined to be
Where I am,
No on here.
Even my light deserting
Oh yes I knew him.
My light which is now past.
I have seen him conversed.
Listened to his reasons.
My angel don’t see me no more
Or I don’t see hi
He be missing I’m trippin
Guess its again me
Hate talking bout myself
Reality is my worst dream
Nightmare taking scenes
Heartbreak causing reams
Why can’t I be the bird in the sky.
Why must I come back down
Get my teeth out of the ground
Finally hear the sound
Of the birds flapping alon with
Destiny. But free
Why can’t something so simple
And happy become
Living.
Guess
No one’s waiting
Cept Mr. Scott and
Empty fireplace
John Ashton Upston
Written by
John Ashton Upston
72
 
Please log in to view and add comments on poems