Or at least I thought you did, because like the cigarettes I sometimes smoke I picked you up because I needed a change of pace and you seemed like the coolest option.
And after a while I was addicted to every bit of you too long without a drag and my hands started to shake and I made Oscar seem like a nice guy.
Ever focused on my fix I fought harder and harder to keep you around which only left the high feeling like the norm and the norm feeling like madness.
Eventually the pain of addiction took its toll as it always does and I swore off of you. Still nothing every truly goes away and when I see you I still get the itch to.... But I don't, I can't
I'm an addict and I know what you do to me and I realize now that what I thought I needed I only wanted far to much to have.
I've found other ways to get that high now ways that lift me up but that also let me down without leaving me twitching and craving more.
Oh baby you, you had what I wanted, but you don't got what I need.
The first two lines are from Biz Markie's Just A Friend and should be read as such. =D