instead of doing my work i'm sitting here playing over the way your arms wrapped around me like I was a prize it's as if you saw my broken pieces and put them back together again all in a few seconds you smell just like you two years ago when i first fell for you and since then i've had trouble finding myself out of this maze known as your soul you're my inspiration and the reason im still breathing but i'm positive that my small hands wrapped around you don't possibly make you feel the way yours make me feel i thought things had changed since the day we first met but it seems to me that feelings are pouring out of me like the crimson i watched pour out of my wrist last night i swore i had let you go but you're like a drug and im about to relapse i'm shaking and trembling over the words you used to tell me every bone in my body aches because i miss you so **** much the first glance into your eyes was like seeing rain stream down my window so mesmerizing and beautiful you see yourself as a lost boy but i see you as my directions because they all seem to lead me to you
this is old, so anyone reading and thinking it's about someone it shouldn't be about, you're right.