I jumped off a cliff,
Hoping you would catch me.
You didn’t.

I slit my wrists,
Hoping you would save me.
You didn’t.

I drove speedily,
Hoping you would stop me.
You didn’t.

I hung myself,
Hoping you would cut me.
You didn’t.

I drown myself,
Hoping you would pull me up.
You didn’t.

I shot myself,
Hoping you would heal my wounds.
You didn’t.

Now I am old,
Still waiting for you.
When will you come?
To take me away
From this god-forsaken land.

I want to feel your touch.
I want to feel your deadly kiss.

Please,
Take me away