You don't get to call me out on my actions You don't know me at all You don't know I lost my soul to the devil spying on me Watching from the ceiling my life pass by In the bed where I lay Still Silent A statue as strong as the universe As heavy as the weight of the world When the sun comes up and down Bashing me in sunlight only to dim the light Until nothing is left but darkness And in those moments of quiet restlessness I stay silent and let my mind drift to places Where hidden monsters peek from underneath my healthy mind Filling my head with thoughts as dark as the night And I see it The light at the end of the tunnel The escape I can't run to Without sharing my last breath with the empty space next to me Where you were supposed to appear To take all my worries away And lift me in the sky With the force of your bare heart Lifting my spirit up in space where I look up to see you But you are nowhere to be found And I am nowhere to be And the stars won't answer me They blink and watch upon my story With a frown upon their faces Wondering when I will be strong enough To join them. And that is why you don't know a thing about me You don't know my ribcage is empty You don't know my world is my poetry You don't know and it doesn't matter You are nothing to me as I am a shell without a heart Disappeared years ago in the night Where I would hold your hand and pray for you A rescue, a bandaid to my pain But I bled and ruined you And now you're gone.