ON REPEAT**

It feels like I’m in a loop
Every day, it’s up and down
Still eating that same bland soup
And I’m trying not to frown

I am boxed in this small room
Still thinking of the same thought
“Will I remain in this doom?”
This scathing gloom, I have brought

I try to start my day nice
Striving to make less regrets
But sometimes, they become lies
These motivations I’ve set

All the choices I have made
I begin to question them
For the aftermath won’t fade
And fate, it leaves me condemned

“Oh God, I want to get out”
I keep saying that a lot
Or in some days, I just shout
To help me forget this rot

But this pain I am feeling
This ache, it is on repeat
To remind me I’m struggling
‘Till life makes me take my seat