I watched you suffer
At the pleausre of those evil girls and boys
Who never let you join in
And broke all your toys
I felt your pain
When those awful adolescents
Tried to beat you down
And laughed at your name
I watched you fight your demons
Fight the voices in your head
Be taken advantage of
By "friends" who know you're easily led
I've watched you torture yourself
For things that aren't your fault
Poison your body
With more than just salt
Now I watch you lying there
In that hospital bed
You've been a stupid man
Again, so easily led
I wish you could just see
How great a person you are
To them you might be a ******
But to me you are a star
Stop hiding in the haze
Of drugs and alcohol
Because it's not just you, you hurt
When you stumble and fall
What a mess you've made
And it's me who's suffering now
I feel selfish for saying it
I feel like a cow
However daft you've been
And however bad you make me feel
I will love you forever
And that's what's real
That's what matters
That's what's true
I just hope you're around
To see me loving you