we fall so far that the first sign of light awakens us to shaking and to pain not ready but we face it all again there was no comfort in the arms of night we got it wrong so gelid is our plight yet these are things that no one need explain each is quite normal not a one's arcane for suffering's a universal rite what each must do is take up the hard load of human courage as if it were new and clasp it tightly without much regret accept that this is one rough stony road that comes with sorrow and no good long view and all is paid with labour and cold sweat