lying in bed
thinking,
wondering,
planning something
to make me happy
forever

had a good day
playing,
working,
planning something
to make me happy
forever

watching tv
observing,
contemplating,
planning something
to make me happy
forever

lying in bed,
thinking about my day,
wondering about the future,
planning to ask her,
something,
to make me happy
forever.

but until I do it,
that is,
well,
you know what,
I will not be happy
and I cannot sleep
because it’s not
that I’m unhappy,
it’s just I can be even happier
forever.