My eyes cloud,
The tears come.
I try to fend them off to no avail,
I knew they would be brought to the surface.
Everything is crashing in on me...
My faith has withered,
My sanctuary has collapsed,
I have lost control,
That wonderful, beautiful control that I strive for has disappeared into the depths of this new void,
I am on the brink of exploding,
Salvation of Damnation is all that I have left,
The outcome eludes me fore it no longer rests in these shaky hands that I must call my own.