Please dont get mad if I dont open up to you. You have to understand that its a ******* world out there and im trying to learn how to trust.

Please dont be troubled when i dont trust you. Im not trying o mislead you or scare you off just making sure your intentions are superior to others.

Please dont get frightened when I tell you the things Ive done. This world gives me goosebumps when im alone after hours and right before dawn.

Please dont be disappointed when you see who I have become. Ive been spun out with demons for far too long.

Please dont be surprised when you realize ive given up. IT was hard to chase my dreams when everyone told me to walk and not run.

And please dont be the one to walk away when you become concious of what ive become. I know its hard to imagine all the things that i've done.

But instead..
please be the one to open your heart for a hug. Im tired and drained and just need some love.

please be the one to stop the rain and show the sun. Im tired of fighting a war ive never begun.

and please be the one that tells me its all worth it when its done. I need someone to say thank you to when i make it into the sun.

But you'll always be the one who i remember the most. If it wasnt for you i wouldnt have any hope.