why don't we hold eachother
what is is that makes us hide, we all know what we want
we're starving for affection
it's painful
I just want to hold you
and feel you hold me too

Am I turning on myself?
do you turn because of my actions or your thoughts
why?



I'm so torn inside and it's showing on the outside
I'm killing myself, slowly
not fast enough
there is nothing much to do apart from die when you barley feel

I just pretend like it doesn't hurt