You say you're happy today But I see the way you look At old photographs You've told me so many times That everything is fine But as the days go on The light fades from your eyes Every time you bring up the past I can almost hear your cries Unsettling, broken, missing You say you never would go back I know your look when you lie And I can't quite decide Whether to pretend to believe you Things are so different Then they were before And I know you wish that you Could open up that door