my heart hurts for you like something real not like all the fake ******* we went through and i'm sorry i wasn't there it's not that i couldn't be i just wasn't and i won't forgive myself and i want you back i miss you all of the time i think of you always you are my muse i miss you i miss you i miss you when i'm sitting alone in my room in the middle of the night when i see something beautiful when my heart beats faster when i listen to music when i do something bad when i need confidence when i walk alone how can i face the world without you baby girl how can i take in any beauty without you here you brightened the world and it's bogues rest in paradise they say i miss you when ever i'm happy and sad and ****** the *******