America: my nakedness is your ruin my nakedness is weakness incarnate I am weak and frail America: you made me so you made it so you made is o cut me a deal: leave me alone to my devices and I will turn gold in to words of praise otherwise, they are words to waste i may live to be one hundread years and call it young and poke around int he darkness of eternal light squinting through cataract blue sky eyes smiling you beat me for not dancing for you when i have given my all america and i sit i9n this corner scowling because help is not a word recognized in the dictionary of lonely men all alone never lost in the land of familiar places like memories of histories of incremental change truning the wheels of lost time gathering and death never had a home here in the land of a million smiles because it's all in gods hand now and god bless you, god bless me, god bless America where i put my faith God and a cold steel rail never had a place to sit on top of the naked back of the slow death in warmth of standing life gone we watched the stars go out one by one as the sun rose on another day and we breathed the thin mountain air hard and long and hallucinated colors in other countries and other languages all day all day every day gasping for death