i can feel my feet swelling already thats how you know when it will be too heavy or when you will not be strong enough there are no dots to be connected, and i want to speak but i know i am the only one who would listen. my stomach keeps asking me to pull out the drawer and spill milk, but it's empty so what good would that do me?
the air from my ears is sweet like honey steam forms your body in my mind, where's my apology? where's my money? i can't ask, that defeats the purpose, and all i ever seem to be doing is pulling on yarn hoping to find something at the other end i'm only unraveling
i need sleep and a movie and time to plan my future without worrying what a bald man who wears shorts in the snow will think or a shiny man who doesn't cover his knees or a grey man who thinks he can treat me as if we are sexually intimate. tell me if i'm being oversensitive, okay?