After the disaster
i found myself bedashed
into minute pieces
Leaving these parts of me
with people who have long left
Shards of me stabbed their vulnerability.
This is why i distance myself; isolate
and i wish i wore a disclaimer around my neck
" BEWARE: GET NEAR, GET HURT "
i need a fixture -
a recovery
But how can i fly when the very people I'm doing this for are standing on my cape
I know that there are things i'd never be
i'm never enough
but if you give me a push
if you pull me through this disaster and the next
we might get to enjoy the rainbow together
if you stay long enough
you'll see me as a whole -
broken but restored

( FAH )