Sometimes I just enter a melancholic state of fear that ill **** it all up, caus that's what I always do.
I care too much and I strangle the life out of it
I'm that scared in going to lose you and I couldn't handle that, and yes I know how selfish I'm being but I just can't help it . You're the only person I want to talk to. You're the only person I would do anything for.
I'm sorry I care too much.
I'm sorry the way I show I care just comes off as clingy and needy.