I'll listen to the end of my favorite poem While I undo my hair And get ready to sleep And then it's over But I do it back up again Because I'm not ready to go to sleep I am so afraid of the nightmares and no one will listen anymore I think I lost some friend today Three or four Out of seven Seven people who I know But who don't know me Seven people who I'm not afraid to talk to Because I don't think I'll ***** it up But I think I ******* it up today Why don't you just throw my efforts off a cliff? I'm not ready to go to sleep and face todays mistakes I'm not ready to start making mistakes tomorrow Before most people are even awake I want you to show up right now so I can apologize and maybe be asleep a few seconds sooner Maybe I won't sleep at all tonight Because I don't want to wake up with no friends I really messed this up.