keep your head up my love, and remember that if it doesn’t work out, your best friend is still willing to share custody of a cat with you. you can still move into that apartment in New York with the windows that overlook the pale city lights. it just doesn’t have to be with him. there are others who will love you much better than he did, and he will build you a window seat next to that city view so that you will be inspired to write poetry. just live for yourself, sweet girl, and all will be well.