Why can't I have a decent night without the thought of you lingering in my head like a ******* mosquito buzzing in my ear and somehow I can't shake off the feeling you're never going to leave because somehow you always find your way back no matter how far I go or how mad I get you always get to have me back chained like a ******* slave and it's not fair because I deserve a decent night sleep without you enslaving my head and making me toss and turn until dawn.
And then the light comes in and all the demonic thoughts of you disappear for a while and I just think of how useless that is because I know somehow you'll get in my head again like a headache that only leaves for a few hours and then comes back and haunts you in your darkest moments.