ONE man sits in a pristine state of loneliness his one heart in perfect singularity waiting to be found not bothering to search waiting to find himself as a part of TWO hands held with two beats, the quiet lub-dub of each of the two hearts slightly out of synchronization overlapping just a touch so the two double beats become a beat of THREE perfect circles in descending sizes in each of their eyes of which there are FOUR lip touches to say goodbye because the first would’ve been the last without the second, the second wasn’t sufficient and the third wasn’t enough and the fourth would lead to kiss number FIVE fingers locked around five fingers on the small of her back and five fingers wrapped up in his hair he wishes he had more fingers to make the hold stronger he wishes he had SIX syllables spoken between them the same three words repeated so they know that their hearts beat a little bit closer the veins and arteries wrapping around the other pulling it in pulling the beats together making them a little less disjointed but she’s all the nearer comatose, her slow beats in this minute barely reached SEVEN sounds that he counts in every minute that he stands there unable to sit his legs locked, shut like her eyes that he wants to stare into he shakes she does not stir even as the sun climbs higher in the morning sky she does not stir he counts more sounds every minute he counts as they go from seven to EIGHT arms and legs wrapped like tentacles wrapped so tight never wanting to release and show the red suction marks from each of their fingers on the other’s skin like an octopus their eight limbs holding together their one heart it’s dull lub-dub beat in perfect synchronization with itself in the perfect opposite of a pristine state of loneliness