U always made me feel like i didn't matter. Like if i was the moon then u on purpose would pick a smaller star. U were the one to carve in me a thousand times random pictures and phrases of hate and desperation so in my own time of need so that i could save u instead of myself. So that all of my self-worth could go down the same drain as your self-pity and desperation to leech of of anyone that did't have any. I thought i could be the one to make u change but i guess not. Because i was never warned about u. Someone that hid themselves as helpless but prey on the helplessness of others. U WERE THE WORST MISTAKE. OR...was i?