should i live should die
i fight in my mind.
this evil demon came
upon my door  step,
once again .
i'am sad an blue
know hope no cure
just blackness.
i'll tell my self be
strong be brave everything.
will get better it will pass
real soon, alway reach out for help
in life i tell my self.
i'll tell you a story sad but true
i'am deferent i'am slow
when i'am working in place
people find this  about me
being slow.
that made in to who i'am today,
sad an lost in the world.
an want to hurt  end my life.
people so  rotten in life
some time
see want a work place
does to a person
being the joke of everybody
joke of the day.
that why the  fall darkness in mind
some time .people press
them button on people.
but must be strong fight an the evil,
a lot of thing fall in play here.
being poor have nothing
in life.
i  'll have couple buck in my
pocket every now then
all be strong in life an brave.
i'am not the idiot here they are.
the people that break your spirit.
as person, they are the blame ,
for sadness in life.
i respect my self and i love myself,
i alway say  to my self.never take your life ,
nor **** self, or evil will win,
fight to be strong in life.
be brave and strong in life
over power them demon in life
you have the  power with in to
change your life .
for better way  in life.
alway love thy  self in life.
be strong and brave in life,
fight for another day  ,alway be
strong in life.
an share the love peace in life,
respect people in life for who they
in life.