you see, you're only ever concerned when there's something wrong with me. you wouldn't do anything when i never said a word but daddy, i am screaming in the silence that is looming over this family and i wanted so badly for you to help me but you only ever do anything when i go off on the deep end and that's when your superman senses kick in and try to hold me.
i'm sorry. i'm quick to let go of your grasp now because i know this never lasts and it will only come back to haunt me if i
held on to you. what a mistake trusting
people was. i knew this would happen. that is why i was so afraid to speak up and tell you what was wrong in fear of you judging me and that was what happened. ha, you see, i'm quite smart too; i knew this would happen. but why does it still hurt me? twice in a row and i'm still not used to it.
i have got to ******* get used to this.