Is happiness natural for EVERYONE to feel,
I'm skeptical wondering if it's something even real...
It's something I've too long been denied,
something I've always longed for deep inside...
The only person to blame is me,
I've grown into my own worst enemy...
She was never happy with her life, why should i be,
by her actions alone i grew into the person I know is me...
Changing my life turned out to be more than just a "lil tough,"
just wanting to change has NEVER been enough...
Her demon's fell onto my shoulders before I could become my own person,
why i let myself go in that direction, I can't give you a reason...