it's 11:11 and I have nothing left to wish for
my life has turned into a cascade of broken promises
and a million shutting doors
my walk has become illegible to emotion
along with my filthy writings you seem to love
at times I confuse my dreams with reality
in hope for one to better
I'm living in a nightmare that I cannot awake from
and the thought of that sends chills down my spine
because happiness was the piece of me he shattered
I have only longed for a time of rejoice
but instead found myself emotionally distressed
I now know that even a wish couldn't save me
from the sorrow and pain I feel tonight