I'm falling apart faster than I ever have before and the only person who can save me can barely say my name. I know you'd argue that you offer your help but even then what am I to say? That I can barely look in the mirror because you can't bare look at me? That I find it hard to talk because you don't want to hear me speak? You know that I'm in pain but you have nothing to say? When I go to touch you, you just pull away? You don't look in my eyes, you hardly smile anymore but with anyone else you seem happier than I've seen you before. So what should I say when you ask me again? That the person I value most in the world is beginning to put us to an end.
I hate myself so much and I'm sorry I've ruined everything. I don't know what to do anymore.