I lie in my bed & tears roll down my face, I cannot bear this pain no more but i have no choice. I have no choice but to learn to live with this feeling. My legs feel as if they ain't even mine, The pain so server I want them off. Can't do anything to ease or control it, The drugs prescribed dont touch the sides, I just lay & cry. I wonder why it's happening to me, It just feels so unfair. I understand that there are others much worse, but I just want to be normal girl with a body that works.