When I woke up next to you
I refused to say, "I love you,"
Because no response when you're sleeping
Is no different from when you're awake

I know you can't feel this way anymore
Not "can't" because you're holding back
You can't because you're unable to
I can't because I'm holding back

At the moment when you realize you lost something
Your stomach drops, your eyes follow
Your head pounds, and your body falls
The pain is inevitable