I loose sight of the rights cause im left in the spotlights.
That burn my skin, im sinful within,
I wanna burn away but im too attached to the cloths im wearin,
My nights are torment by the bottles emptied soulless corpses
death is a ***** mirror, I clean to see what im missing.
Im missing you, the hole in my chest where you used to be-
now you flow free from my ****..
Drunk and high as ****,
cause I wanna see how below you really are-
by far I see nothing..
still lower than my gas and mileage and yet im still running..
cause im hunted...
no im haunted..
no! its something!
just memories of what used to be, like nostalgic feelings..
can make a child ruckus.
But uncle buckus gave me the 40 now im buzzing speaking *******.
Caught in the web,and these are just fly lines..
Soon to be trapped.
Cant escape.
The most ive hate in life is the fact every opportunity ive procrastinate....
And I missed out,
lost many...
forgotten by plenty,
but still my 2 cents are worth more than a proud penny.
Cause I show more guts than surgury...
And my no ***** to give-
drops like my nuts not matter if they blue and hurting ..
im worth something, will i live to see my price?
Maybe..
but i aint givin up even if im strayed up crazy..

Deep Thought
9-7-14