How do you have my heart?
Have me feeling like this when you don't even try.
You say you're emotionless,
You put up this wall and don't plan on breaking it down.
How do you have me so involved?
Is it that I want what I cant have?

But I still want to be that crushing weight,
I want to break you down.
See you raw and real.
How do I get in?
How can I make it feel real when you aren't ready?

Time.

I know it's the only way,
I am trying too hard, I'll push you away.
So I will wait it out,
Take what I can,
In hopes that one day you will choose me.

But in the long run,
I know all my hard work will get me no where,
And some other girl will come along and make you feel.
But for now,
I'll keep my hope.