i will never be remembered
no one thinks to include me
no one recalls that i exist
at least, in some form
maybe not in a place where they can see me
even the one person i trust fully
seems to forget that i am still here
and that talking to him is what keeps me grounded
but he is too far from me to see this
and i cannot blame him for that
everyone keeps begging me to stay alive
to keep fighting and to continue like i have so much potential
i have this incredible future in front of me and i'm here working towards it
yet no one thinks to remind me what that potential is
maybe my destiny is finding a way
to die without a big show
because, let's face the facts
no one would come to see it anyway