Yeah it's not so great. I wake up early and drink black coffee And look up into the sky But somethings somehow off in The manor in which I sift Through the never ending piles of matter Laying all over the garden. And I wonder if you'd have been here When the flood gates broke If you would have saved the hamsters Or the books or if you would have choked And run away, But you choked and ran away, And as soon as I saw your sun starved hair I wanted to throw up, And I threw up. Your laugh is like glass at high temperatures And your smell lingers on my shoulders. **** everything you ever told me I think I died and came back to life Your story is sad and lonely I told the mirror I told myself.