It’s the kind of frustration and rage That causes you to bend the metallic bars of your ****** cage. Fists clenched by the side Not knowing the reason why you lied. The tiniest glint of stainless steel Makes me wish this wasn't real. A sudden burst to release suspension Which you believe to be a futile cry for attention. Screaming reverberations of pure terror Induced by one simplistic human error. Constricting vines toying with reality Struggling to hold close that last bit of sanity. Toxic thoughts of hallucination Every time you surpassed my limitation. Unstable visions of the past Filled with memories that will forever last. Rivers of warmth wash over me As I’m free-falling into what will never be. Aching from the inside and out Knowing that you’ll never understand what this is about.